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Feb 26, 2006 19:30
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you never know who is out there

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yes...I joined couchsurfing.com which is a good site to bum off ppl while travel (Thanks Rose!!)..but there are also people where they like you so much..that they tell you on msn even if they are in Istanbul, Turkey. He has some weird name but he told me he added me to his personal friends folder since he liked me so much. or the way I looked. I wonder if he thinks it's someone else since he wasn't sure who I was to start with. he says he is a composer..cool! i need to meet some..but "What kind of friendship am I looking for?"  ..what kind of question is that? I just want to visit Turkey and have someone to show me around...gee. don't love match and I don't even know what he looks like.

Oh I remember..there was another guy I talked to from Monaco..he said he had a MBA and likes to be free..especially with all the hot girls in the Meditearean. yeah..thanks for telling me. and somehow he is still interested in me? what?? he must some ugly guy..you won't be talking to me..and wanting to see me if you had so many girls in greece or italy. so sad. only talked to him twice and I guess he is now not online or just blocked me..or found another girl. whatever..i wonder if there is anyone who wants to be friends. but those normal ppl would not msg ppl out of the blue..like me. i wouldn't do that..unless I am acutally going there. or coming..

i wonder if it's time to move on..do i give up so fast? why do I insist everything be perfect when I am not myself? i really should accept what I am since he does. and I should be less critical of things that can not be in my control. just live my own life and support his. I still care. =)

autocad, poker, mandarin, and investments. my goals I will accomplish in the next two years..seeing I will be "free" again!! if it works out the way it is suppose to be..i'll be content. just got to finish chapter 4 and 5...and the GIS project. yup. back to school this week but almost the end...if I can make it.

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feeling myself getting lazy..uh oh. i need to m o t i v a t e myself...crap crap crap.

things I gotta still do: take pictures, chapter 4, gis data, edit chapter 1/2, redo some parts, chapter 5, gis assignment 2/3, project, clra confirmation, pack up, tax t4 forms..almost there.

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