Calgary, Canada
51° 4' N 114° 5' W
Feb 17, 2006 07:34
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Jay Chow...Janice..all the time.

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my life..is it boring? or i just make it seem that way?

I actually have a good life and should not complain..I know ppl who are worse off..maybe even died off. but that's another story. maybe I should record and put one thing new everyday..is it worth it? it was cold today..and didn't want to deal with -30 weather..yet making a few bucks I brought myself to actually doing it! yah.

I took a happiness seminar and spirtual seminar..thanks to the grad lounge for the free food =) but..got me questioning about what I still need to find within..i should not really depend on anyone too much if I don't have to. maybe I should take chances and not do the norm. I should go off and take risks..since i only live once. and i have experienced what i can so far..and I guess I can do more...if i finish my project..errr. and make myself do it..but other than that..i always am thankful for what God has allowed me to do. given me the chances and luck. maybe I should go off to China..i think a regaining my Chinese would make me appreciate it more..as I am missing this. and autocad. I regret not taking it..due to stressful factors. and being occupied. maybe it's good to have a job here..then I can take the certificate course..or a few courses. and have money to spend. ahh..many options and unknown. only if I live to the fullest..and not worry too much.

I remember how in Vancouver..it was sort of fantasy as I live a dull..but different life. I am unlike anyone in jobs, relationships, friends..yet somehow I am also normal. am i? it is weird how coincidences came into be. one thing I should really do..exercise. that's something I lack still. time to work on that starting next week. no more excuses i still got to challange this part of my existence..concentrate. no more.

thanks to life and love.

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