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sometimes it's better to leave things alone.
think I am having issues. or what is surrounding me. and I am not sure what to think..but I got a whole new perspective that even what you do to try your best, it may never be good enough for the people above you..or even those you are trying to please. they just complain and see the negative..when I am so grateful for what I have as opportunities and skills. I want to be the person that knows the way to act and what to act out of manipulation - just to be well-liked!..sometimes things are just not what they seem and I still am not comprehending my role as an individual in a screwed up family..a place where it should be natural and not even more confusing.
went for Korean hot pot today and food! yummy! I enjoy all the dishes..kimchi pancake never tried but will do in Korea. I can not wait! I am getting excited..slowly and know I have to learn more stuff as the date draws near. I only can appreciate the opportunity and go face my fears. I will come back and hopefully with an outlook that knows the direction to take..maybe away from old school...
clubbin was good too! tried Plush at Plaza of Nations..lots of pretty girls! and good looking guys..and cages...haha. it was good to try and see my good friend there..I miss just talking and not have to be so smart about things..material goods are not the same thought I know I should..but the experience is something that no one can take..and you can always keep in your mind and lifetime of chances..
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