Bangkok, Thailand
13° 45' N 100° 31' E
Sep 17, 2005 03:30
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Bear with me.

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Woke up face down on a hard mattress with a small hangover... I guess that's what only 3 hours of sleep will do to you.

I went out for my fruity breakfast, and while eating did some thinking.

It turns out that I am a bit of an asshole.  First of all, many many of you know exactly where I am coming from, and the conditions I am living in.  Sorry for even trying to suggest this is an 'exclusive' club! ;)

If I come across as slightly pretentious, then please excuse me.  I am merely impressed at my own ability to handle this.  Those of you that saw me before i left know how worried I was, and how little I had done.  Showing up over here, to find out that, yes indeed, everything will work out fine has bouyed my spirits in a way that I can't even really describe.  I'm almost learning to smile! (I'm not quite there yet, I still have to try hard, but for someone who hasn't really smiled in years, finding a little grin on my face now and then is an undescrible feeling.)

Thats about it.  I'm still gonna leave town, I have no idea where, which makes it hard though.

So to summarise.  Please bear with me.  The last two days have been the second biggest event in my life, after finding myself as an 11 year old kid picked up and transported to canada.  I am relaying my thoughts to BOD as they happen, and so you are all getting the unsanitised version of my mind.  And hey, if i wasn't a little bit of a prick, none of you would recognise me!

Ok, I must run now, the fruity breakfast is rapidly migrating south. 

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